"You stole my star."

I am so tired of this city and how mundane everything is. So tired of feeling like there is something wrong with me. Not pretty/smart/outgoing enough?? So goddamn tired of feeling like I'm running in a race with people who are speeding past me to the finish line. I've had ten different jobs since I was fifteen. I get bored. Can anyone really expect me to decide on ONE career for the rest of my life?? Ughhhh. Some people need to take their smug assuredness and shove it up their boring asses. I'm making no sense, but this rant to no one is making me feel better.