Tuesday, May 12, 2009

"Cold light, hot night- be my heater, be my lover..."

I took a week off from work because I felt like I needed to recouperate from a bunch of things.

... Life, mostly.

 Anyway, today is the day before I have to go back to work. It's a sad feeling. It's like that feeling you get the day before you have to go back to school after Christmas break. It's not quite that same feeling you have after summer break is over, because in the summer, you've had months and months to do nothing, so when September rolls around, it is kind of oddly refreshing to know that it's time to go back to school and do something productive. The Christmas holiday season leaves you feeling cosy and content, but it's not quite as long as you want it to be. After New Year's is over, you're jolted back to the reality of knowing that you have to get up early the next day and go back into the freezing cold in order to get to where you're supposed to be.

 So, here I am, in my comfy bed, wearing comfy sweat pants, but with a heavy heart because I have been in a pseudo Christmas break mode and I'm not ready to go back to living a normal life.

 ... I wish that I was the female version of Perez Hilton (except less mean but still very likeable... and rich... but I guess being nice all the time doesn't get you very much money). It would be nice to blog for a living.