"Come back... Be here."

Showing up unannounced at the bus station in your town was one of the most terrifying things I have ever done. I had a six hour bus ride through the English countryside to change my mind and even though it occurred to me that I should turn around, I couldn't. I had tunnel vision. I was a woman possessed. I knew that if I was going to crash and burn, it was going to be in the most epic, most heartbreaking way possible.