I'm not sure what's wrong with me, but I'm almost positive that I have some major issues that need to be dealt with.
I'm trying to find some kind of source or reason for all of the bad things that have been happening to me, but really, there is no one to blame but myself. Sometimes, I wish that I had a time machine, so that I could do certain things over, but every action has led me to where I am, now, and every mistake has become a lesson and I'm smarter for each one.
To all the people I've hurt, I am so sorry. I've always needed some kind of slap in the face in order to learn a lesson, but it's time for me to grow up and use the gigantic brain that I was born with.