Sometimes, I like to read my posts from a year ago.
Most of the time, when I read them, I smile because I'll have read a post that brings back great memories.
Other times, I'll read a post and think, "What the hell was I taking about?!" Usually, these posts are weird ones about people I'm angry with. Usually, I don't even remember who I was talking about.
It's weird to think that at this time, last year, Kal-el was making corn and parmesan omelettes at Jordan's. The play was in full swing and Tony was upset with me for skipping out on Kiwanis and a billion choir rehearsals. That was last year. It feels like it was only a little while ago that I was sitting in the vice principal's office, with my arms crossed, and "whatever" written all over my teen-angsty face. Yeah, so badass. Not really, though. I had a dream about him (my old vice-principal) last night. I totally bitched him out because he called me "stupid" and said that I was going no where in life. It made me really upset and I remember pointing my finger at his face while I was yelling at him, and tiptoeing so that I could see him, eye to eye. Odd.
These days, time seems to be going by so fast. I feel like I don't have enough time to catch my breath because I'm trying so hard to keep up. Then again, some days feel like forever. But really. I only have two days of school left. I'm writing my last Arts One essay. I'm almost done my first year of university. It's insanity. I find myself wishing for a time machine. I miss hot, summer days spent at my old house in Coquitlam. I didn't have hay fever then, so I'd run through the grass around my house with a lollipop in my hand. The lollipops would get covered with dandelion puffs, but I'd just rinse them in the sink and put them back in my mouth, just in time for The Big Comfy Couch and Sailor Moon at noon.
Yeah, I'm feeling pretty nostalgic.