... I wish that I was bolder. Okay, obviously not the Microsoft Word-type bold, but BOLD as in brave, confident... fearless.
It never really bothered me that much before, but lately, it's really been annoying me that I'm so !#$%@$#%* TIMID. I've been shy for as long as I can remember- as a kid, I used to cry when my mom would ask me to talk to anyone who intimidated me, whether it was a salesperson at a store or a family friend or I don't know, anyone that I found to be intimidating.
I was that scared of talking to people. I still am, sometimes.
Obviously, it's gotten a lot better, but there are still a lot of people who intimidate me. Even kids who are, like, in grade eight intimidate me. I don't know why! I should be thinking, "I'm in grade twelve, suckaaa!" ... But I can't do that! I hate it! I don't know how to make first moves, I'm horrible at making introductions, and I blush really, really easily.
This combination does not make for a bold person.
So, yes. That is all. I would like to be bolder. Even if it was only a little.
... Wouldn't it be pretty ironic if the people who intimidate me are intimidated BY me?
Oh, and this is totally unrelated, but what the eff! When did everyone else get Blogspot?!
